Down the narrow alleyway I stumble, and enter the alluring
entrance to the basement; the magnificent, dark, noisy and often smelly
basement. A basement I sometimes might as well could call home.
I would be considered pretty darn lucky. I moved across the
world with a tiny suitcase to start a new journey in a new and intriguing city.
I left my family, friends and my dear sewing machine back in Norway. I knew
coming to Melbourne meant a fresh start, not that I desperately needed one. I
love my friends, and nothing can replace my family (nor can any sewing machine
on this planet replace my old Husqvarna), I was excited and scared to shit. I
knew I had to make new friends. I hate socialising with new people. But
somehow, it changed, or I changed. I made new friends and I even stuck it
through with a guy whom is now my boyfriend. And that’s when my journey really
started, my journey down the narrow alleyway and through the alluring entrance
to the dark and smelly basement. This basement is my second home.
My proper home is a lovely two bedroom house with a backyard
in Carlton North, shared between me, my love and my best friend. I love our
home, and I love both my house-mates, and I am extremely lucky to be able to
live with them instead of all the other gumtree creeps I've previously shared
residencies with. We have a jolly good
time together. But, my inner introvert is never to be allowed to show his/her
face when I am at home. You see, it brings a great deal of lousy atmosphere.
“Yes, I am being a sook!”
As a result; a
stumble down the narrow alleyway and enter the basement. Usually I tell them
I'm making my way down to bring my love some food, which I do. (You see, my
love is the barman in the basement). But it is just a ridiculous excuse. It
more or less because I get to order myself a Jameson & coke when my love is
full and content, and I make my way to my favourite corner, gaze at the people
and let my mind unwind, I let my brain have a breather, I become a vegetable.
Not physically of course, I still need to use my hand to tip the short-drink in
to my mouth!
My love often ask me if I am shy; “do you not like hanging
out with a big group of people?” I don’t really say much when I am with a big
group, they all seem loud and too eager to let everyone know what happened on
the tram on the way over or how delicious the burrito they had for lunch was, I
don’t want to take that away from them. I know most of the hard working
bartenders in the basement, they often come over; “are you sitting here by
yourself?” And then they give me a look
which screams ‘I pity her’, or ‘you are a tad odd and awkward’ look. I am not
really odd or awkward, but sometimes you need to get out of the house and down
the dirty and smelly basement to get some alone time! And if you can get some
alone time with a drink in your hand, you've hit the jackpot!
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